The story...

Did the Gods arrage this?

The day we met: 24 july 2005<-- 2 4+7= 2 11
The day we are one : 02 11
The day we broke : 03 11
The day we met to my brithday 100th day after we met
The day our story ends : 200th day after we met

About What hAppen..i GUess i deserve iT...Cum tO tiNk Of it...i Really Did HUrt hEr BADly...

what i said to her :DEar..stop wasting my time and yOUrs...

reason:..if She Really LOve me...like what she had always said...why ...why she still allow them to woo her...i was tHinkin...if she's intrested in that guy...just tell me...why lie to me..i was really really hurt each time u lied to me...haix

what i said : Dun make your proBElm my PRobLEm!

reason:..We Are QuRrelling...And SuDdenly my dEAr toLD me "eh you better becareful my ex wanna beat you up"...i Was DAme AnGRy...Cox why her ex must cum in and beat me uP?...sORry...hAIx tink tat time i was angry and anyow Shoot WORds..w/o thInking...

what i did: thInk thIs iS the WoRst i CAnt 4give mYSlef...She Hugged Me i kINda puSh Away...

What happen: We Are QuRreling...THen mY DEar wanna end the qurrel liaox...so She Huuged mE outside junction 8 mAc...i push away...SOrry...sorry sorry...i was'en in the mood to hug...yI jun Saw...and ask what happen...

There was ONce..i tOLd mY DEar..."dEAr pls i BEg You To LEt ME gO...i Dun Wan to SUFFer AGAin...i DUn WAn to BE in tHE DArkneSs AgAin..."

coz Of THE thINgz HAppening...and what She did...tatz Really Hurting...BUT i really Love her lotz...

i Rmb i WAs At yOUr hOUse...and u bAng the wall...and cried...Even yOUr dad Shouted "eh what happen"...hAix...

dEAr yOU Sld KNow tHat im Really AfAid to BE dRopped Down AgAin...tATs Why...i SAid TAt...even tot I reAlly Hurtz...BUt now...im in HELL...

dEAr Do yOu KNow not Onli yOUr tHe oNe Who Is in HUrt LASt tIme Even me...but once i see your SMILE...everything is forgotten...

what i did: tHIs is also One oF thE woRst i did...im BAD soRry..

What HAppen: I Rmb tElling My DEar...HAix dEAr if i Work We SuRe Qurrel One lEhx...TRue inDeed..We QuRrel...it was like every day?...
my dEAr cAMe To Fetch ME...after work..Every DAy...VEry tOUChed!!! but...my actions din says it...
its like Every tIme We QuRrel...hAix my fault...i Was tIRed...And tHE PRobLEm keeps cuming...and mAKes me moRe...Errr du lAn?...

tHere Was ONce i wanna End tHE QuRrel lAIox...haha bOught HEr a baby Pooh bEAr and she ASk "DEar...Why SuDdenly trEAt me So GOod?"

rEason SimpLe..i really lOve you and dun Wish to qurrel lIaox...but you dun understand...

things BEcum BEtter...Until i Found OUt tHAt...she gave hEr hp numBer to A guy Whom She Know from stReet...*dEar...do u know how hurtin it is...*

What HAppen?: thINgz Of Coz BEcum Worst...We QuRrel MORe oFten....And until 9march... tHE Day i Finish work she said" dEAr...i tHink we sHould LEt eAch oTher take a bREak"...

i CrIEd...While Doin Work...everyOne at TAkashimaya saw what happen...haix...

i Really tired to contact HEr...but she refused to answer my call...ect...

11march we broke up...Exec 200th after we met we broke off...

HAix But When i tHink Of tHE StORy wiTh HEr...mOStly iTs all SWEet MEmORies...rmb there was a tIme when i Scolded her She CRIED!! omg...its like a baby crying..."crying*my deAr ScoLd me...Boo Hoo hoo" OMg!! tat is sooO Cute!...i hUgged HEr And SAid sorry...

many mANy thiNgs:...Rmb i Draw at EASt Cooz BEach tHE Ship? "TAKE YOUR TROUBLES AWAY "...mY BIRthday....And YOURs? whaha...

OUr 100th we Met? Rmb...i Presented yOu wiTh tHe Gift At Esplanade?...haha jUSt lIke in tHE drama...hOpe yOu lIke it...

ChiNese nEw yEAr When i VIsted Your GRandma ect...its Like Whole FAmily?...and tHE dInner At The PEAch gArden With Your FAmily...i Was dAme hAppy...really...

valentine's DAy! Omg...i Will NEver 4get tat...ive Really pUt All the IDeas tat i can tHink of...hOpe you've enjOyed it...im hAppy...

im Sure tHe time we HAd is Short...But JUst lIke the JApan SAKURA flower...its life is short but Its Really BEautiful ya?

But jUst hOpe tAt Ive really make yOu happy...And THE BEst And SWeeties MemORies you've eVer had...

MemOries conSume...in My hEArts and lIves 4ever....

HELL

In this so called world,u can't see truth,even if there's evidence to prove.

i wished my life's wad i choose.

but rite now,i'm a frugitive on the loose,a prisoner,escaped from a lifetime sentence guilty of forbidden love,constant unrepentence...

there's no shelter i can turn to,so cold out here, walkin without shoes..

why escaped?when food n shelter's in there?

but in there i suffered n feel so bare.

did i reali gain freedom?or still within her torturing kingdom..?

i'm lost! Love is smting beyond my wisdom.

wad u see,may not be wad it is.u may visual recovery in the mist,it may be far from truth,try knowin,at ur own risks..

I've lost my faith in True "Love","Care" or "Miss"its all bullshits on my list..
my body n mind's just an empty sh*ll ,given up on truths i could NEVER tell..they said i'm so normal i'd gotten well,but who noes how I feel? to me, everyday's in h*ll ..For now...all i wish is to find what i have lost...